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My oh my. Not the news I wanted to start off summer with. Tonight I found out my grandmother has been diagnosed with thyroid cancer. Cancer, to me that is a scary word. One of my biggest fears actually. I’m scared. I’m so so scared. My family, we’ve been through a lot. She’s such a strong woman & has such high spirits through everything. I know she can stay strong through this. She is a woman with such a strong faith & I admire that so much, I know God will be there for her and for my family. I’ve never really thought about losing her. I know it’s bound to happen, but not yet, please not yet. You can do it Grandma. I promise. Please stay strong, I know you can. I’m begging you to fight, fight until it’s over. I still need you so much. Your wisdom, your words of faith, your love. I’m praying for you everyday. 

My oh my. Not the news I wanted to start off summer with. Tonight I found out my grandmother has been diagnosed with thyroid cancer. Cancer, to me that is a scary word. One of my biggest fears actually. I’m scared. I’m so so scared. My family, we’ve been through a lot. She’s such a strong woman & has such high spirits through everything. I know she can stay strong through this. She is a woman with such a strong faith & I admire that so much, I know God will be there for her and for my family. I’ve never really thought about losing her. I know it’s bound to happen, but not yet, please not yet.

You can do it Grandma. I promise. Please stay strong, I know you can. I’m begging you to fight, fight until it’s over. I still need you so much. Your wisdom, your words of faith, your love. I’m praying for you everyday. 

APRIL

Had its ups & downs that’s for sure. Trying to figure out the pros and cons. You know what they say, April showers bring May flowers.

It’s one of those things that people say, you can’t move on until you let go of the past. Letting go is the easy part, it’s the moving on that’s painful. So sometimes we fight it, try and keep things the same. Things can’t stay the same though. At some point, you just have to let go. Move on. Because no matter how painful it is, it’s the only way we grow. - Grey’s Anatomy

“Just because you fail once doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, holding on, and always, aways believe in yourself, because if you don’t, when who will?”- Marilyn Monroe I’ve come so far, who can stop me now? I’m happy, with or without you.

“Just because you fail once doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, holding on, and always, aways believe in yourself, because if you don’t, when who will?”- Marilyn Monroe

I’ve come so far, who can stop me now? I’m happy, with or without you.

MARCH:

Different than the rest. Something new, but I’ve learned not to have high hopes. Good morning April.

basically its like, quit playin games with me.

i’m not dumb,

and one time I helped an old lady cross the street so i think i’m nice.

so don’t make me feel lower than you.

especially if you’re gunna do stuff like this.

have fun in your next life… maybe you can ignore me when we both come back as trees.

but anyways, leaving for crested butte in 3 hours. joy.